Green Room - Week 18 - Day 4
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therealljidolHello everyone! Free range chit-chat today! =DD I've got a busy day ahead, but I'll check in off and on to see if there's anything anyone needs! You guys feel free to chat amongst yourselves, though! Talked with Gary and he's having a great time on his trip! Just thought you might like to know! =D Sending ya'll the best for your Saturday (and rest of weekend, too, of course ;D).
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Date: 2019-03-03 12:03 am (UTC)Still processing re the loss of Tinhuviel/Tracy. RIP...Not sure what to say...It's such a fucking shame. That's all I got.
I see Gary's pix on FB. No one deserves this trip more than Gary does.
We babysat the HoneyB all day today. My heart! Awwwwww..... See my FB is you want some warm fuzzies and cuteness today.
Snow and other yuckity stuff expected weather-wise here in Ohio tomorrow...bummer.
Ordering pizza for dinner so Yay for that!
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Date: 2019-03-03 01:24 pm (UTC)But I THANK YOU for keeping me company!!
I'm really really sorry for everyone's loss. Truly. I didn't know Tin, but I do have dear ones who haven't been able to see that this kind of thing is a really permanent answer to, well, what can sometimes be a temporary problem. I am not a person who doesn't understand (not just the impulse, but the overall desperation that comes with making that kind of choice. I grew up pretty rough. The abuse, outside of sexual, at the hands of my parents was extreme extreme. So I know what it's like to feel that. But, I also noticed that if I did that, I'd be cheating my sister's out of the person who tirelessly defended them (if I could give them something almost normal and beautiful, I felt it was my job). And, I'd also be letting them take even MORE away from me, and ef that! =)
Sometimes, without a really good support system, or with so much in your head it's just tearing you down, day by day... that urge becomes too much to deny. I just keep telling people in that situation, the scenery is always changing. The scenery is always changing. [And on that note, and because I'm thinking of her, Rest In Peace, Recca. She was 16 when she ended her life. She had so much more to do]
I am SO thrilled you got to have HoneyB! Sometimes that vitality or that fuzzy, sweetness is just a luxury, am I right? =DDD
Ugh! Even here in Austin we're feeling it! It's been in the 40s, which, I know!! I know!! -laugh- That's not midwest winter at all (born and raised in Illinois! ;D), but I have this outdoor kitty that I take care of (he's not ours, we never let ours go outside for anything more than like 20 minutes. Just enough time to eat some grass and then come in and puke it up all over my carpet! ;D But he's just this little mangey thing that roams the neighborhood. I feel so bad for him, I'd do more for him than feed him if I could, but he just won't ever let us come near. Skittiest thing I've ever seen! To be truthful, we don't even know if he's a guy! I just made a guess ;D)
I had Chipotle barbacoa last night! Sublime! =D